It’s easy to fall in love with something; it’s much harder to give up on something you loved.
For the past few years, I’ve been making a 10 hour bus ride from Sacramento to Los Angeles to attend Anime Expo, the largest anime convention in North America. While the anime aspects of AX is great, AX is more than just an anime convention: As a result of Anime Expo being the biggest anime convention in North America, It’s become the defacto place for all sorts of localization companies to do their biggest and coolest announcements. Unlike the past few years though, I didn’t feel excited when all said was said done: instead, I felt left out. It took me a bit to realize this, but ultimately AX 2018 was the straw that broke the camel’s back for me, the event that got me to realize that ultimately, the medium wasn’t for me. This AX made me realize that while the medium had works I absolutely adore, the overall medium itself is just not my cup of tea thanks to the VN localization industry catering to very specific audiences.
During AX, Mangagamer announced a BL game, A Yuri game and 2 Rance games.
Frontwing showed their Frontwing made stuff but also showed 18+ content in their non 18+ panel and with works like
Lilitales and LocaLove. JAST didn’t announce a lot but surprised the world with Kimi to Kanojo
to Kanojo no Koi aka Totono, and they had a nice showing with their new BL focused wing, JAST Blue.
With Sekai Project and Denpasoft, it was the inverse of the norm with a shit ton of H focused content like
Re;Lord, Haramade Kururu, but very little traditional Sekai Project announcements that everyone
complains about because of the lack of porn. These announcements might have more to differentiate themselves than they
have in common, but for me there’s an obvious trend with the works announced - while there still are definitely story
driven games like Totono and Haramade Kururu, these are a minority. Gone are the days of
translating works to get great stories available to larger audiences. We’ve picked through that crop - works are now
being translated to target demographics, and the demographics they picked are all defined by gender or sex: whether
it’s straight up Nukiges, or BL games or Yuri, almost everything that the VN Localization industry is picking up is
primarily defined by gender or sex in the game.
It should be obvious to everyone reading this that gender and sex drives the Visual
Novel industry. All facets of what goes on in regards to Visual Novels in the west is dictated by sexual content.
Games live or die by it, conversation is dictated by the amount of titties the game has or does not have. This
community is fixated on this aspect, and we can see this to the reactions that people have to events: any
anti-consumer act a company performs is completely out-shadowed by the fact that they decided to localize a BL game or
what sex scenes a game may or may not have for legal reasons. This has always been the case, but when faced with so
many great stories, I couldn’t help but focus on the story, as that’s what I live for, that’s what I love.
For the longest time, I created an illusion that the VN community cared about
primarily stories, that VN companies primarily cared about stories. There’s still great stories to be had, but it took
me this AX to make the connection: this obsession with sex wasn’t just a side effect of how these games originated in
japan, that it wasn’t just what these companies did to make money in order to bring great stories to the west. This is
their business, and sexuality is the Visual Novel industry. This isn’t a bad thing inherently, and I’m happy to any
one who’s enthusiastic by these recent announcements, that your demographic might be finally getting noticed or that
you’re getting more of what you love, but this isn’t what I fell in love with the medium for. To go a bit further, I
realized that isn’t just an odd quirk with the Visual Novel industry, and to say that this industry attracts weird
horny people who are obsessed with anime dicks and anime titties because muh porn would be wrong. This is a
direct result of human nature, and we can see this reflected in our society. Of course we are going to let our
obsessions dictate our medium, and who am I to judge people for enjoying what they care about?
Personally, I never quite understood society’s obsession with gender and sex - to me, what you are shouldn’t matter. To me, equality is that standard we should drive to, and because of that, obsessing about what people are instead of who they are always comes out as superficial to me. What matters in an actual relationship is the bond and connection itself, not what the people are. Sure, what someone is can definitely influence how the dynamic of the relationship is, but ultimately to me sex shouldn’t be the defining trait of relationships. Great relationships can exist regardless of age, race, sex, etc and what defines a great relationship is never one of those things. I’m an asian guy and my best friend is a white guy, but this our race and gender is just flavor text to the relationship itself: the core of the relationship is our common interest, the dynamics of how we interact with each other and the experiences we have had together. More and more, when I think about what I want out of a work I realize that stuff like premise or production values are not what I’m looking for. What I truly enjoy out of works is a relatable, truly human touch in works, and nothing this AX seems to have the same priorities as me.
I’m not a fan of sex scenes, Nukige, or the gender focused genres of Bishoujo,
BL, Otome, Yuri or what seems to be any of the main attractions for the genre, really. Having my first visual
novel be 999 was a blessing, but also a curse in disguise: it made me fall in love with the potential of the
medium but ultimately set me with a hope or expectations that other works would be like that when in reality the
majority of the medium is entirely uninterested in telling a story. Sure, I’m excited about Totono,
428, YU-NO, AI(ye), Tokyo Chronos, etc but not many people really care about these
story driven experiences. Panel after panel I’m honestly left disappointed, and this feeling of disappointment has
been present for more than just this year. Almost nothing from SP or MG appealed to me, and this isn’t the first time
I felt this way. I guess this just something I have to come to terms with, and realize that… yes, there’s nothing left
for me in this medium, that I don’t actually like the medium itself but instead the promise that the medium has and
the works I’ve enjoyed from it.
I know that people are loving what these companies are bringing out. On twitter, or
even in the panel rooms themselves, the atmosphere can be intoxicating in the excitement about the new releases. When
the Rance announcements came out, the room went into uproar about how they couldn’t believe that the west would get an
announcement for a game to be localized on the same year as the release of the game… but ultimately this isn’t what
I’m excited about. 2015 and 2016 were very exciting to me because those were the years when Sekai Project was getting
big and were going full throttle on announcements. It shocked me when I yolo-d into the J-Novel Club (well, if waiting
30 minutes in direct 100F sun is considered yolo-ing) and found myself more excited about what they had to offer than
vs Mangagamer and Sekai Project, but what I realized is that while they’re still announcing a shit ton of stuff for
their audience (please stop with the isekai, LN companies), they’re announcing the story driven content I’m looking
for. In the past, I always believed that these companies truly cared about these legends in the medium, truly cared
about providing fans in the west the opportunity to get enthralled in amazing story driven experiences, but we saw no
evidence of that the past few years. I believed that these companies cared about stories as much as I did, funding all
of the sex driven projects as a way of getting revenue to be able to justify localizing narrative driven works, but
that was just me being naive. People what want they want, so why should these companies have to care about obscure and
long story driven works that nobody cares about?
To be honest, I believe this is going to be my last AX in my foreseeable future. The more and more I think about it, the more and more I find myself without a place, without a reason to go (it doesn’t help that it’s ran horribly as well, yay for waiting in lines in direct sunlight on a 105F/40.5C day). I guess part of this is the changing tides in the Visual Novel industry, and my reluctance to give up on the medium as a whole. I’ve seen AX as a preview into the future of the VN industry but more and more I find myself uninterested in anything they have to offer. I’ll still be doing some VN content in the future, but I don’t imagine myself caring much about the announcements and the medium as a whole in the future. When your main attractions are a guy who rapes everything, cat girls and naughty relationships, it’s hard for me to get interested. I wish that Mangagamer, Sekai Project, JAST and others, would consider that there are people who are looking for narrative driven works that are interested in what they have to bring to the table, but if their announcements are a preview of the future, then this future is not for me.
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